Toby/Spade

he/it/they

19 (8/15/05)

autistic + ADHD

non-binary transmasc boyflux

demiromantic + omnisexual

fictosexual/self-shipper

cringey therian stoner

HLVRAI

Half-Life

Breaking Bad

femtanyl ✦

SML ✦

SML Wiki ✦

Portal

Alfred's Playhouse

animals

The Wiggles

Smiling Friends

Lil Darkie

All Dogs Go To Heaven

Friday Night Funkin’ ✦

Class of ‘09

GTA V

Bolt

Pokémon

Heavenly Sword

music

MLP: FiM

Gorillaz

Helluva Boss

Rick & Morty

drawn gore

PayDay 2

Hazbin Hotel

scenecore

kidcore

FNaF

creepypastas

Minecraft

South Park

Newgrounds

The Borderlands Series

Family Guy

Mr. TomatoS/Ms. LemonS

Undertale/Deltarune

Therianism

Nintendo/Mario games

SEGA/Sonic games

Please don’t ever refer to my irls as kins. I view this as incredibly insulting, and will not hesitate to tell you so.

I am very neurodivergent, but I have not been professionally diagnosed with any mental disorders other than severe depression and social anxiety. However, I have done my own research on these issues, and have come to my own conclusions since I am not in a good enough position financially to get professionally diagnosed and treated. All I ask is that you respect my opinion and don’t try to fake-claim me because I’m not professionally diagnosed. I personally believe that self-diagnosis is valid as long as you’ve done your research and are 100% certain.

Please try to use tone tags when talking with me. I have trouble reading tone through text, so tone tags are very much appreciated.

As stated previously, I am extremely socially anxious. Please be patient with me.

I do not support Dream, and I ask that my Ranboo kin not be associated with the DSMP, and not associated with irl Ranboo in any way.

I don’t support Vivziepop. I just like Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss.

I am Alfred Alfer irl, but I ask that I not be associated with Emily Youcis in any way. I do not support her or her actions, nor do I glorify/romanticize the things depicted in Alfred’s Playhouse.

I am fictosexual and a self-shipper. This means that I am mainly attracted to and ship myself with fictional characters, and also use it as a coping mechanism. All I ask is that you respect the boundaries that are associated with said coping mechanism. If you have any issues with this, don’t voice your grievances to me about it unless you want to be blocked.

If you ever mention and/or talk about any of my triggers for any reason without giving any prior warning, I will not hesitate to block you.

Gregoriah (Regretevator)

DogDay (Poppy Playtime)

Needlemouse (TSO)

Gnarpy (Regretevator)

Pest (Regretevator)

Poob (Regretevator)

Clover (StickyBM)

King Boo (Nintendo)

Fizzarolli (Helluva Boss)

Alfred (APH)

Gordon Freeman (HLVRAI + Half-Life)

Tails Doll (Sonic R/SEGA)

Tails (SEGA)

Bolt (Pixar) ☆

Boyfriend (FNF) ☆

Girlfriend (FNF)

Davepeta (Homestuck) ★

Nepeta (Homestuck) ★

Flippy (HTF) ★

King (The Owl House) ★

Boshi (Nintendo) ★

Scootaloo (MLP: FiM)

Fluttershy (MLP: FiM)

Itchy (ADGTH) ★

Yellow Guy (DHMIS)

Pinkie Pie (MLP: FiM)

Grey (FNF Lullaby) ★

Wakko (Animaniacs) ★

EEeEE (Prevention of Evolution) ★

Queen Bee (Helluva Boss) ☆

Garfield (Jim Davis) ☆

Octavia (Helluva Boss)

Discord (MLP:FiM)

Jerry (SML Wiki)

Screwball (Daughter of Discord) ★

Rainbow Dash (MLP:FiM) ☆

Pinkie Pie (MLP:FiM)

Millie (Helluva Boss)

Asriel (Undertale) ★

Niko (OneShot) ★

Stolas (Helluva Boss)

Blitzø (Helluva Boss)

Daring Do (MLP: FiM)

Vinyl Scratch (MLP: FiM)

Derpy Hooves (MLP: FiM)

Veneer (Trolls 3) ★

Dry Bones (Nintendo)

Moxxie (Helluva Boss)

Kapi (Paperkitty) ★

Ben (Ben Drowned) ★

Miki (Strangled Red) ★

Bill Cipher (GF) ☆

Malware Sonic (SGB) ★

Claptrap (Borderlands)

Flowey (Undertale) ★

Shinto (FNF Lullaby) ☆

N (Pokémon B/W) ☆

Gumball (TAWOG)

Darwin (TAWOG)

Sunkist (HLVRAI) ★

Staker (StickyBM)

Applejack (MLP: FiM) ☆

Dirk Strider (Homestuck) ★

Chaos Sticky (StickyBM)

Opheebop (SSN/FNF) ★

Sunky (sunky.mpeg) ☆

Bowser Jr. (Nintendo) ☆

Cody (SML)

Braxton Junior (SML) ☆

Jeffy (SML)

Rose (SML)

Lemmy (Nintendo)

Yoshi (Nintendo)

Suzie (Deltarune)

Sosuke Mitsuba (TBHK) ★

Red (Pokémon) ★

Kris (Deltarune)

Ralsei (Deltarune)

Papyrus (Undertale)

Sarah (TAWOG)

Tina (TAWOG)

Sans (Undertale)

Iggy (Nintendo)

Rigby (Regular Show) ★

Roy (Nintendo)

Loona (Helluva Boss) ☆

Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel) ☆

Changelings (MLP: FiM)

Stan (South Park)

Tree Hugger (MLP: FiM)

Princess Luna (MLP:FiM)

Chrysalis (MLP: FiM)

Kenny (South Park) ☆

Lolbit (FNaF) ☆

Himiko Toga (BNHA)

Skid (Spooky Month + FNF) ☆

Ranboo (DSMP)

Benrey (HLVRAI) ♥︎

Bubby (HLVRAI)

Dr. Coomer (HLVRAI)

Tommy Coolatta (HLVRAI)

Sunkist (HLVRAI)

Darnold (HLVRAI)

Forzen (HLVRAI)

Sonic (SEGA)

Gregoriah (Regretevator)

Zer0 (Borderlands)

Angel Wings (MLP: FiM)

Sans (Undertale)

GladOS (Portal)

Wheatley (Portal)

Chell (Portal)

Alyx (Half-Life: Alyx)

Marvin/Mario (SML)

Cody (SML)

Junior (SML)

Joseph (SML)

Jeffy (SML) ♥︎

Jerry (SML Wiki) ♥︎

Papyrus (Undertale)

W.D. Gaster (Undertale)

Gordon Freeman (HLVRAI + Half-Life)

Barney Calhoun (Half-Life)

Brick (Borderlands)

Fizzarolli (Helluva Boss)

Asmodeus (Helluva Boss)

Mordecai (Regular Show)

Sunset Shimmer (MLP: FiM)

Trixie Lulamoon (MLP: FiM)

Starlight Glimmer (MLP: FiM)

Cutiemark Crusaders (MLP: FiM)

Discord (MLP: FiM)

Rigby (Regular Show)

Skid (Spooky Month + FNF)

Pump (Spooky Month + FNF)

Mordecai (Borderlands)

Lilith (Borderlands)

CatNap (Poppy Playtime)

DogDay (Poppy Playtime)

Velvet (Trolls 3)

Veneer (Trolls 3)

Claptrap (Borderlands)

Bobert (TAWOG)

Alfred Alfer (APH)

Tree Hugger (MLP: FiM)

Labby (APH + WTDGTD)

Shadow (SEGA)

Daring Do (MLP: FiM)

Gumball (TAWOG)

Suzie (Deltarune)

The Mane 6 (MLP: FiM)

Derpy Hooves (MLP: FiM)

Vinyl Scratch (MLP: FiM)

Princess Cadence (MLP: FiM)

Princess Celestia (MLP: FiM)

Darwin (TAWOG)

Ralsei (Deltarune)

Princess Luna (MLP: FiM)

Chrysalis (MLP: FiM)

Applejack (MLP: FiM)

Asriel (Undertale)

Tina (TAWOG)

Nanu (Pokémon)

Garfield (Jim Davis)

Knuckles (SEGA)

Bill Cipher (GF)

Kenny (South Park)

Butters (South Park)

Kyle (South Park)

Stan (South Park)

Lolbit (FNaF)

Bonnie (FNaF)

Balloon Boy (FNaF)

Dee-Dee (FNaF)

Foxy (FNaF)

Flowey (Undertale)

Toriel (Undertale)

Alphys (Undertale)

Funtime Foxy (FNaF)

Golden Freddy (FNaF)

Fredbear (FNaF)

The Mangle (FNaF)

Monty (FNaF)

Glamrock Freddy (FNaF)

Roxy (FNaF)

Chica (FNaF)

Candy Cadet (FNaF)

Henry (Wii Deleted You)

Eteled (Wii Deleted You)

Austin (Wii Deleted You)

Changelings (MLP: FiM)

Guzma (Pokémon)

Flippy (HTF)

Wakko (Animaniacs)

Clover (StickyBM)

Staker (StickyBM)

Chaos Sticky (StickyBM)

Lilith (Borderlands)

Roland (Borderlands)

Fl4k (Borderlands)

Tiny Tina (Borderlands)

Matt (Wii Sports)

Beef Boss (Poofesure)

Shaggy (Scooby-Doo)

Scooby-Doo (Scooby-Doo)

Jesse (Breaking Bad)

Walter (Breaking Bad)

Hank (Breaking Bad)

Saul Breaking Bad + Better Call Saul)

King Boo (Nintendo)

Koopa Kids (Nintendo)

Bowser (Nintendo)

Dry Bowser (Nintendo)

Mario (Nintendo)

Luigi (Nintendo)

Yoshi (Nintendo)

Boshi (Nintendo)

Dry Bones (Nintendo)

Red (Pokémon)

Gold (Pokémon)

Shinto (FNF Lullaby)

Grey (FNF Lullaby)

Gnarpy (Regretevator)

Pest (Regretevator)

Poob (Regretevator)

Piconjo (Newgrounds)

Tuxedo Sam (Sanrio)

usual DNI criteria (ie: homophobic, transphobic, racist, ableist, etc.)

pro-Israel/anti-Palestine

pedophiles and/or zoophiles

proshippers

anti-rehabilitation

anti-xenogender and/or anti-neopronouns

if you kin me or you think you are me irl (people I follow/current mutuals excluded)

if we share any of my “no double” kins (people I follow/current mutuals excluded)

if you support Emily Youcis

if you support Vivziepop

glorify/romanticize any sort of abuse

if we share a fictional partner (I am extremely protective/possessive, but people I follow/current mutuals are excluded cuz y'all are pretty dope, honestly. Y'all have my respect. 🫡 )

Dream stans + Wilbur Soot stans

if you support/are friends with the Twitter user @PixelAves

if you support/are friends with the Twitter user @SUNDAYV4X

anti-self-ship/anti-OCxcanon

if you draw gore of my comfort characters and/or fictional partner(s) (Stay so, so far away from me. I will not hesitate to start swinging on sight. /srs)

the Snow On Mount Silver reskin of Monochrome from Friday Night Funkin’ Lullaby (specifically the new/updated version, but I'm not as triggered by it as I used to be, lol.)

Jeffy’s 20th Birthday (Don’t even ask if you don’t know.)

Frostbite from Friday Night Funkin’ Lullaby: Version 2 (specifically the ending screen + death screen)

angry/aggressive yelling

Episode 77 of My Hero Academia “Bright Future”

gore art of my comfort characters or fictional partner(s)

conversations about death and/or what happens after death

people who self-ship with my fictional partners (I'm getting better with this, I promise.)

people who kin me/think they are me irl (I'm also getting better with this.)